screaming dreaming

Am I screaming while I'm dreaming
or am I dreaming of me screaming?
Or is this just the same?
Certain, it's driving me insane.
Lord give this illness a name
so I can erase this pain
- before it's tearing me apart,
frame by frame.
Fuck "the same"!

You're always
causing cautios curses
like riddles impossible to solve.

Mean like manipulated thoughts
drawing strength from dreams
making it impossible to believe,
or so it seems.

But whether truth or lie,
men to walk or fly;
may we accept? Deny?
We're all gonna die.